Last Sunday, I cried when singing in church.
Lots of memories came into my head. I saw my sister sitting there with her two little kids, happy NN jump up & down, and David was still a sleeping baby.
I can't breath well for God's cruel, people around sing & pray hard looks like a ridiculous dream to me, so I ran outside to get some fresh air.
I resist to go to church for many years, this church is my parents' mental support during living in Vancouver, but is always a pressure for me. now I can't ask anything to God because there's no answer anymore.
Dear don't push yourself to hard. Just let your feeling go and release...<img src="http://tw.yimg.com/i/tw/blog/smiley/39.gif"/>
回覆刪除<p>" 神不明白，為何人們總在最需要祂的時候 卻背離了祂！ " </p>
回覆刪除<p>～"天使有約"【touch by an angel】的影集裡 拉斐爾天使 所說的話語。</p>
<p>那片單元名稱是”親情無價”</p>